Unseen Longing - Omnika Basnet

 What did you see in her that I couldn't offer

What aspiration did YOU have when you saw her

Your eyes tingling and sparkling as she wore her hair down and talked while I was just sitting and admiring you

Why did you break my heart when my heart wasn't yours to begin with

Why was this so sad when this wasn't supposed to be in me

Why is letting you go so hard and unimanginable

Why cant I have you Why cant you look at me with the same sparkling eyes as you look at her

How is my way different from yours

You her and me you look at her she looks at me and I look at you

Why is this so hard and complicated wanting you is a sense of peace in itself that I can never afford to have

You are the shining star in The dark whilst im the admirer watching you who doesn't know my existence

Wanting you loving you and hoping that you once look at me has be come to my end

Everyone and every time im looking at you

Why couldn't you react to the same way as you did to her how are we so different